Nightmare!

-Memories-black out

-a bottle by the door

-long shadows-overcasting the mind

-smoky mist of marlboro and tears

-the clock's freezed...blindness

-tells me you're not here...

-I am in a room crowded with spirits

-nectar in one hand and poison in the other

-eyes shake up to close again

-Insanity..!!

-Rich reddish crimson

-decorating the walls

-Blood..

-a silent scream

-an anguish-uncared for..

-me trudging along the plain of vices

-sudden reach for the revolver

-the shaking hands..a restless mind

-a sudden urge...the shot

-"Loser"-painted on the walls in bright crimson

-the jolt back to reality

-Imprisonment..!!

-Night-Day-Night

-restless chastised soul...thrashing about

-until the soothing prick of the needle

-the novocaine enter my veins-Lights flash...fluorescent,dark black

-a withered angel wing brushes my consciousness

-devil and god embracing-pulling me in

-philandering dreams..lost in myself

-dreamy eyes..drinking in the pleasure

-the escape...the relief

-glimpse of you..floating in my mind

-your beautiful face..forever

-then comes cherished temporary death

-and the waking up to a new tainted day

-Nightmare..!!