Heartbroken Stranger? Welcome..!

Emptiness? Darkness?Nah! nothing can explain it...there are some things that are best unexplained.Do you still remember how your last girlfriend/boyfriend broke up? or when you friend said they don't want to be seen with you again? Obviously it was either through facebook,email or text right?Do you still cling on to them? beg them to come back? pray to god everyday to make things alright..Believe me it wont work..you will hurt yourself by clinging on...get ignored,get your heart killed some thousand times and yes god is deaf.

The pain with being dumped and pushed aside is something extravagantly uncomfortable.You don't want it yet deep inside you love it,you keep going back to the person begging for more,you torture yourself listening to sad songs and reminiscing old memories.WOAH!! you cry everyday for them?You're deceiving yourself..tears are just water..that too of no importance.Crying doesn't mean anything..rather moving on and forgetting in a jiffy does..walking away even if it kills you does.Hanging on makes nothing okay now...your fate and dreams will never collide.

When someone chips your heart(and I'm not talking only about love), the subsequent pain originates somewhere outside of reality. Like running through a dream world and all of a sudden you’re falling and then there’s ground. But you don’t wake up before impact like you’re supposed to, yet you don’t die in your bed either. You just lie there, somewhere between reality and dream, splattered all over the floor of that ravine, slowly trying to find the pieces and glue yourself back together.Because we all know what it is to fall right?We have been doing it ever since we were kids on the playground.No one called us failures for falling back then. They called us clumsy; going through a temporary stage to be grown out of with age. Clumsy kids. So cute.But now you are a loser even if someone else falls..You ARE not clumsy anymore..you are told you ACT clumsy.You are not cute anymore you suck.

So there you are at the end of the day...a teenager,lost in the delirium of life,unabashedly burnt out with a big, bloody, self-imposed hole through your skull.A hole just big enough to read the last break up text and to watch that kid you always despised in high school ride away in a green Porsche..your heart nailed to his German-engineered rear bumper.

Here's to a painful growing up.

Here's to us who love truly.

Here's to a painful growing up.

Here's to the person who is not the one in your dreams but is better than that.

Here's to the few who sweared they'll never go anywhere.

If it wasn't for you I'd be nothing,

Where are you now?